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| Ramblings to myself for the world to see... |
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| Jun. 3rd, 2007 @ 12:04 am update. | |||
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| car crash on wednesday. woo. we're all still alive and well though. *phew* .... a little traumatised.... its ok. trying to relax. | |||
| May. 21st, 2007 @ 03:03 pm Nameless | |||
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| woooo birthday | |||
| Oct. 20th, 2006 @ 06:30 pm Nameless | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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| Apr. 16th, 2006 @ 10:31 pm Hey thats so me | |||
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  What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? MayStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift. Take this quiz!  Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code | |||
| Mar. 10th, 2006 @ 09:04 pm Random | |||
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Mood:
Well, its been well over a month since I last updated. I haven't because...I'm not in a position where I can use the net very often, I've been a little busy with uni starting and stuff, and ... well.. I dont think I appreciate this space as much as I used to. indifferentPeople.. just piss me off. This is the space where an apparent 14yr old friendship came to its demise... I'm only 19! And, to begin with, it wasn't the condition of the friendship that made it die. It was people. And their fucked up opinions, and judgement and pettiness and shit. It would be nice to use this space like I once did, being able to realise things about myself, about perceptions and concepts and philosophy by sharing what I think and what I feel. But many of you have made it virtually (ha) impossible. Which is disappointing. On many levels. .. so I think I mean to phase it out... I'm not sure if completely, or if it will be temporary. But until I feel I can share again I think this space is wasted. so yeah, ciao for now maybe for later. | |||
| Feb. 2nd, 2006 @ 07:51 pm New home. | |||
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Mood:
Well life is pretty good now. indescribableNoise: Radiohead; Exit Music Although Im a little bored here. I'm at the family house now. We dont have the net or a computer at our place now so I only get to use the net once a week or so. I'm staying over tonight and tomorrow night. Then Sat night after work I head back home. Today I rode my bike to and from each station. It was so hot today! I think I lost a few kilos just by doing that. My pants are loose!! Its good moving out. I'm desperately poor, but hopefully that will change over the next month. I've applied for rent assistance, a health care card, and for the 'independent away from home' rate for youth allowance.. I'm also eating just a little bit healthier. I wish I bought an orange home with me though. We walk almost everywhere (I so have buff calves now) or bus it around, and we've been swimming once. Hopefully when we're a bit more settled I'll go on a more regular basis. The freedom is pretty great though. Except I cant go shopping or do anything much because I'm poor... so I get a little bored. I havent made any friends yet. I think someone living 2 houses down died. There were police, ambulances, tape, forensic services and everything there... and then a candle and flowers outside the door (which are still there). It happened Tuesday morning. I'm interested to know what happened... but... I guess I wont find out. It's not like I can go and ask their roommates. I'm even getting a little tanned from all this sun exposure. Walking around everywhere. Strange. I got a little emo last night.... I feel a little strange.... Anywhos. Later. | |||
| Jan. 26th, 2006 @ 11:32 pm Cowardice? | |||
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Mood:
There's a certain aspect of anonymity that I depise. It's that people are afraid to have their opinions judged. They fear that when they have something bad to say, or controversial, or even something seemingly out of character, they can't face the prospect of people actually telling them that they are a wanker. To their face. goodSomehow they think they have power. They know me yet I dont know them. [Although given this particular medium, and given that I've known some people for quite some time now, it makes it easier to assume correctly.] First of all, they dont have the power. In fact, they have none, being the 'nobody' they choose to be. Secondly, it is pathetic. People come online, switch to Emily's Live Journal and decide that they going to assert some "power". Given also that I allow such I thing to occur, I give them access to post a comment on MY journal. Being Emily, of Emily's Live Journal, I here have a personalised medium where I can be as opinionated as I wish. They are MY opinions because it is MY journal and I have the right without potential for repercussion to say what I like about whoever because I write each journal addressing it to me. I might say hi. I might address something to someone. But I always keep in mind that essentially I only keep this journal for myself. Not as a way of keeping everyone in the know about whats going on in my life. But because I wish to write down the events that happen to ME. Yet I digress. The fact of the matter is, get over it. Make your meaningless comments on Emily's Live Journal. Because such anonymous comments are so. I have got over you. If you consider yourself anonymous here, then you must know you are part of "the crap". And thats why you dont know my address, and you dont know my phone number, and you dont know what job interview I went for. So get over it, I dont like you. And please, dont be so arrogant as to assume you can play an online alter-ego. For all you know, You have already been ditched. Though one must remember their manners... So. I must be on my way. Work is early tomorrow morning. Goodnight all. | |||
| Jan. 25th, 2006 @ 11:15 am Life overhaul! | |||
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Mood:
What a crazy last two weeks. Its been ridiculous. So many things have happened oscillating between one extreme to the other. It started off terrible. Last week was awful. So much bad stuff happens in one go and it's difficult to handle it all. This week has been crazy. Its been stressful yet very very exciting.  excitedThese last two weeks have been the catalyst of a personal life overhaul. This time is the beginning of something I hope will be exciting, motivating, and healthy. I also hope it continues to be so. I have more to say, but it's a shame I can not share it here. At least not yet. It seems more people than I thought read this journal (which I am still skeptical about) and there are some who I want absolutely nothing to do with. I wish to erase them from my life. So why divulge news of where I'm headed, and what I'm doing? I don't wish to drag any of the crap from my past along to my future. So those of you in the know, those of you who I actually speak to, and enjoy doing talking to, will fing out details in the new future. Those who dont, well, I either forgot or you can consider yourself part of 'the crap from my past'. Anyway, step 4 in life overhaul needs attention. I'm going for a job interview, ciao. | |||
| Jan. 16th, 2006 @ 02:53 pm Less stressed. | |||
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Mood:
So now my life is a little more in order. I feel very productive today. relievedI fixed my "exclusion" from uni. My enrolment has been reinstated. I also confirmed my job application arrived. I wrote a cheque to pay off my bed frame. I sent off my application for an ING account. I just applied and was approved a credit card. And I bought a 2006 diary and a foot file. :D Woo. So I might continue to clean out the unnecessary items from my room that I wont take to my new residence. I'm bored though.... 2.51pm... Later. | |||
| Jan. 14th, 2006 @ 09:24 pm Nameless | |||
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Mood:
Well... I've been seriously stressed out this past week. stressedJust .. a lot of stuff kinda happening at once. I'm sure we're all aware of my inability to cope with too much at once....... all you people out there who supposedly read my LJ. Anywhos. Yeah. On top of everything though, last night I got my progression letter from uni and they kicked me out for a year! Like wtf?! Its obviously a mistake, because they said I failed over 50% of attempted units last year. The mistake being that I passed every single subject that I attempted. So everything I enrolled in was wiped. I have to find a super quick solution to this problem. Tutorial registration starts Feb 14!!! I had even organised all my timetables for the year! .. anywhos. I have stuff to do... Concentration being taken away.... Later. | |||
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